Good Days and Bad Days

Tonight was amazing! Most beautiful lightening storm ever! Tonight I danced in the rain and watched the sky be constantly filled with bolts! The air felt amazing and I feel so energized now! I can't even sleep!

"Bring, bring thunder and the
Loud, loud rain
Lead our woes asunder
'Neath our proud, proud veins"

I will leave this open and write more tomorrow lol. I am going to try and sleep now.......

Wow I shouldn't be writing today, how can such a cool night turn into such a bad day? I am staying at my moms house right now. I was woke up by Some crazy old man yelling choice words at the house because My brothers pitbull was out and terrorizing people. So I got up and tried to explain no one was home but me and I dont live here, and the dog wouldn't hurt anyone he's just a barker and is very hyper. but i guess since they were a bunch of zombies and are scared to think outside of a box. Decided even though i told them the owner wasn't home (and i honestly think I should have been thanked for helping get the dog away... what's wrong with this world?) they call the cops and I get 3 tickets! BS! I was so mad, I have been trying to cool down all day, this isn't something that should be ruining my day. I think I am just wore down so much that something like this is all I needed to have a mental breakdown.  Danny took cora after work though and that helped me cool down a lot. I felt bad for her I could not give her any attention at all...


Opps forgot about this post again. Well yesterday was a much better day. grandma and grandpa took Coraline this morning to spend the night. I got a pack of cigarettes on my bad day. and today I sat out in the front yard and smoked a bunch of them while listening to music and playing on the internet and relaxing on the outdoor sofa I brought over :) yeah I am not usually a smoker. I like cigars, but and I'll smoke a cigarette but I smoke it like a cigar lol. I probably should have just bought a nice cigar. would have lasted as long as the cigarettes did, and would taste better! anyway, It was very nice and relaxing, I found a lot of great ideas for my truck instead of building that trailer! i'll post them at the bottom!
then Nathan came over and we did some sewing. Then I went with danny to some work party. it was luau themed, they were roasting a pig. lol free drinks and food lol so we had our fill and left.

first i am going to do something like this first picture in the back under the shell. i am going to do differently then they did. My shell opens on both sides, so one side i want to set up as an indoor/outdoor kitchen and the other side a bed/seating with storage underneath. this way i can be stealthier when im in a city or parking lot or just somewhere i can't set up camp.

The other picture is a roof top tent! The picture has it on the side but I would put so the tent opens over the back of the truck (and yes you can do that) there are 2 doors, in that bottom part so one would be against the back of the truck, so basically when i had it all up and going i wouldnt have to ever go outside unless i wanted to. and it is way lighter to haul then the trailer we were going to build would be.

Also i have a pop up changing room i was going to use for showering and toilet. and was just going to hang sheets around it to keep it some what inclosed also.

I am going to draw out a bunch of plans and post again maybe later or tomorrow. The only thing i am worried about is this winter, I didnt want to have to leave town so soon but it is to cold here to live like this all winter. we will see though. we are going to mexico still hopefully in like december. maybe i wont wanna leave :)